2011年9月28日星期三

四季

从小就有小小的梦想,总有一天要踏足于四季之乡。享受那不属于热带国家的熏陶... 坐在摇晃不停的快艇,我的思绪又编织了无数个幻想的空间...

春天
立足于西藏高原的大草原...
绿猷青葱的草地,高耸入云的雪山...
传说对西藏原住民来说,雪山乃是先人过失后灵魂的安息地...
躺卧于草地,眺望一啷无际的蓝天,不时远处传来牛羊的低鸣声...
暂时使人抛下尘世间所有的重担,压力...
享受着被大自然所洗涤的灵魂的舒醒...
白花齐放,鸟语花香...
小小的梦想,于爱侣男耕女织...
小孩追着梅花鹿...
一家人 追求属于我们的天堂...

夏天
牵着骆驼,漫步于黄昏的大沙漠...
尘土纷飞,无数滚滚的黄沙...
仿佛向人类宣告属于他们的主权...
是的...望着无尽头的沙漠...
感觉到人类的微笑...
曾几何时,那无数的黄沙低下...
埋着古人类的文明,无数的战争...
试问千禧世纪的文明,哪一个不是从先人流血舍身而研发出来的呢...
踏足于黄沙上,心灵间仿佛聆听着先人们的呼声...
是的,现金的人类被太多属世的喧哗遮掩了双耳...
听不到世上那呼求者的呼声...
我聆听,在这无人的沙漠...
那造物主对我的声音...

秋天
秋天的童话...属于那樱花之都...
曾经迷茫于墨尔本的秋天,秋黄的树叶,微带凉意的秋风...
小时的梦想,一定要置身于樱花之国...
观赏樱花散落,尤其在缤纷细雨中...
沁入心脾...
鸟瞰远处,不时看见不同国度的人,在这唯美的时刻,留下人生的回忆...
迎着秋天微凉的溪风,闭上双眊,用身心去感受这不属尘土的洗涤...
呼...      呼出一口气,在无数的花瓣伴舞中,
留下安静的足迹....

冬天
漫步于浪漫之都-巴黎...
特别喜欢冬天,因这时人都特别安静...
眺望无数的情侣在这冬季中为对方许下终生的承诺...
未有家室的我,心中默默为他们送上祝福...
盼望真有那么一天,我和她能相约在这冬季的巴黎...
在上帝及铁塔的见证下,我对她许下属于我和她的承诺...
冬季...是个祝福人的季节...
或许有一天我将会一个人,慢慢的走在这香波街上...
 但,属于一个人的冬天,心里却是温暖的...
雪花飘飘,月光萧瑟...
不知冬天的夜空,我会不会听到...
那祝福的旋律...
如果有,我愿安寝于这交响曲中...

今晚的夜空,宁静萧瑟...
梦醒时分,发觉这是南柯一梦....
但属于我的天空,时间依然不等待...
置身于这尘世,我还是要...
追求那有永恒价值的盼望...

2011年9月17日星期六

Pontianak Lifecamp

   Get the chance to serve in Pontianak Lifecamp during the Raya vacation. Second "overcoutry" serving after the Melbourne lifecamp. Taking express bus going through half of Sarawak, from Sibu to Kuching and then imigration at a place that i forget. Step pass the country by-line. Yeah.... Among 8 of us we shout together coz we oledi in foreign country, Indonesia also it is not " over the Sea". Hahaha....
   Arrive Pontianak quite late evening, just step down from the bus, oledi feel the warm and dry wind blowed to our face. Wow!!!! Totally different experience wif winter Melbourne. Here is really hot like sauna and spa. We as if walk in the bbq dinner party as the air here is contaminated by released smoke during to open air burning and the suffering is this been done during the dry season.. Oh man!!!!!
   First time i serve those indonesian teenager and feel really different. Firstly, languages barrier. Actually i am so confident with my language mastering but my Bahasa Melayu Sarawak is totally cant be used here. Wat i tell them, they dun understand and wat they tell me, i barely understand little bit. Oh.... really hard and gt a little bit discourage. Mainly this is the chance for me to talk more to them, know their lifestyle, understand their current position and try to encourage them. But here for me is facing a really tough challenge. So, i am proud of those Belle and Sharon who will to go for mission here. i think they must be facing the same problem during their early time here.
   Second, culture shock!!!! For the first time in my life, i have rice and salted fish for my breakfast. OH MAN!!!!! 不能接受!!!! Here no kampua or kolo mee de?? After asking from those who had been here for sometime, i know that most of the indonesian need to do tough and hard work who need more energy. So for them, they need to have rice for their meal so that they can substain to work for a long time. Never mind, it' s a good experience of me. Down in my heart, i feel that all the indonesian people must be feel great if they have sumthing to eat assum of them come from poor and underpaying family. Thanks God for providing them wat they need.
   This camp give me a different experience. As all the volunteers will wake up in the morning to sing and sharing the bible knowledge, the indonesian teenager wake up even early compare to us. i feel proud and encourage by their spirit. 5 o'clock in the morning!!!! this is the time i sleep the warmest and sweetness!! But they already "make a call" to God at this time. this really remind me of our behaviour to God. We live in such a glorious and peaceful country. Religion is free and not restricted and most of us need not to help our parent in their farming or other work. Actually we have more time to get closed with God, but are we treasure our time??
   From Belle and Sharon, i have been encourage by their spirit. At the time most of the teenager thinking of which university i should go? which smart phone i should have? which girl or boy should i chase? which country should i go during my vacation? they already decide to serve God full time. Remind me of my promise to God. There is one day God will asking back from me.
   Still waiting for the call of God, when the time and chance is there, i sure will put down everything and walk for God. I know that God have His own planning wat i need to do is wait and them humble to obey. it is not a hard task for me as wat i have now is all from God. Without Him, i am nothing in this world, just a normal guy borned by my parent.
Crucified.. Lay behind a stone...
You lived to die... Rejected and alone....
Like a rose... Trampled on the ground...
You took the fall.... And thought of me...
Above all...
   Tears falling everytime i listen this song. I think there is no one in this world except Jesus Christ is borned to live to die. I wish to give the most valuable thing of me to God. MY LIFE... Fully been His servant in lifeimpact ministries. Waiting from His call and now i just need to equip myself so that i can serve Him well when the opportunity is coming...